by Glasnost » December 19th, 2008
My last big travel was backpacking through Europe last year. I think that I went to experience the place and have a good time(drinky drinky), which I did, but the real lasting experience was having all of my problems and vices held up to my face, looking deeply into the mirror if you will. I came to the realization that I needed to let go of my Peter Pan complex and grow up. I also realized that I had to drop my neurosies in the road and walk away, because I would never work through them, because the need to do so is a neurosies in itself. Dont ask me how backpacking through Europe taught me that, but it did. I also learned more about my identity as an American. I learned just how much anywhere in America is home to me. Through this experience I gained some first hand understanding of what young muslims experience when they go to the US or Europe and become anti westerners and extremist. It can really screw with your head to be an unwanted alien. I think that it is worse in Europe because, and this came as a surprise, alot of Europeans are much more openly racist compared to the US. But I also learned that, at least in the western world, ignorance and intelligence seem pretty evenly distributed. Anywho, I could go on.
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"Life is full of misery, loneliness, and suffering - and it's all over much too soon." -Woody Allen